Exhausted

I am quite emotional today........

Don't want to type much.....................sad................

Maybe these two songs can tell

Disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now

No more gas in the rig, can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said, can't even speak about it
All my life, on my head, don't wanna think about it
Feels like I'm going insane, yeah

It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort

Put on your brake lights, you're in the city of wonder
Ain't gona play nice, watch out you might just go under
Better think twice, your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

Your minds in disturbia, it's like the darkness is light
Disturbia, am I scaring you tonight
Disturbia, ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Faded pictures on the wall, it's like they talking to me
Disconnecting on calls, the phone don't even ring
I gotta get out or figure this xxxx out
It's too close for comfort, oh

It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
I feel like a monster, oh

Put on your brake lights, you're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice, watch out you might just go under
Better think twice, your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

Your minds in disturbia, it's like the darkness is light
Disturbia, am I scaring you tonight
Disturbia, ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Release me from this curse I'm in
Trying to maintain but I'm struggling
If you can't go-o-o-o-o-o
I think I'm gonna ah ah ah ah ahhh

Put on your brake lights, you're in the city of wonder
Aint gonna play nice, watch out you might just go under
Better think twice, your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise

Disturbia, it's like the darkness is light
Disturbia, am I scaring you tonight
Disturbia, ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia

Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

Taylor Swift Breathe

I see your face in my mind as i drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now i don't know what to be without you around.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
You're the only thing i know like the back of my hand,
And i can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But i have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But i have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road i tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing i know like the back of my hand,
And i can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But i have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But i have to.

It's two a.m.
Feelin' like i just lost a friend.
Hope you know it's not easy,
Easy for me.
It's two a.m.
Feelin' like i just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh

I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But i have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But i have to.

Sorry (oh) sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) sorry (mmm)
Sorry