OOOH MY GGGGGOOOOODDDD!!!!

I thought now I knew I had already recovered from that.

However he just turned up at the very " best " time.

I was so shocked and scared.

I wanted to say so much but I suddenly couldn't speak.

I was numb.

I can't believe I was speechless.

I waited for so long to talk to him again but after such a long time I can hardly feel something again.

The conversation was so much like the dialogue in the film

" He is just not that into you".
" I don't deserve you."

" You are too good for me."

" I think I can help you to forget me."

" You know about my job. If you can't stop thinking of me , it could only hurt."


They are so "beautiful" that make me speechless.



PLUS "Feel free to message me any time, if you feel the need"





When I was very in need, you are not there.

And I know should not feel that needy any more.

Thank you for your kindness.



I just know the answer but I don't understand it or I should say I don't want to understand it.

I have never been so coward before.

I don't know if i should feel ashame or what.


I just know I feel terrible now.

I need more time.